Mindsay Mohan (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} mindsaymohan) wrote,@ 2008-03-22 21:23:00 |
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quiet
I finally had some time, and some quiet in my usually noisey home to sit and just click clack away.
Work at the country club has been hellish. In the sense that it is so boring. And at times, I dont really want to be indoors all summer, but considering, that for the time being, it is money in my pocket (yea right) I guess i will just stay put for a lil while...the whole summer, of course. I know it will pick up soon, and soon i will have nothing but entries about how members drive me up the wall with their catty attitudes, but for now i sit in a chair, answer the phone, and continue to draw. I've drawn so much and come up with some great t-shirt ideas. I really cant wait til i have a paycheck, where some of it will go into materials, and such. I just need people to buy my stuff. I'm hoping that there will be an audience for what I do. I mean I constantly get stopped on the street/ complimented for the things i wear, or accessorize with, so maybe there are a bunch of other Maritzas out there. and most of the stuff i do wear I either buy and then customize, or i do make myself.
Here's hoping.
Along in designing some things, i created a family and they're set in the victorian era. The drawings are absolutely outrageously cool. I am quite proud of them, and will also be featuring them on t-shirts and such.
You can, for the time being see the mother and father, newly married right here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mitzabot_go
I'm really proud of my work and the journey it's taken since i was a child. I hate how stupid and selfish it sounds, but ugh, I've got mad skills!
I also drew some Twilight characters, although I'm missing Jasper, Edward, Charlie, Renee, Esme, and Carlise. I'll probably draw those tomorrow at work. I also wish i remembered how to make a watermark for my drawings. Especially the Twilight ones. Speaking of, i saw the new shots of the film shooting and oh my god, i almost had a heart attack. Such small things make me the happiest girl in the world.
Other than that, life is life, moving, and shall i just say at a slowwwwwwwww pace. I felt like February would never end, and despite having felt March fly by, this ending of the month seems never ending. I dont know. I hate my horoscope by the way. The one by Susan Miller?
Yea...no, she sucks! She made me anticipate and love the idea of what was going to happen in March, and nothing happened!
Literally, nothing has happened. I dont normally put much stock into horoscopes but her last month horoscope was insanely on point.
Regardless, I feel like everything is happening too slow. My life, my love life (or lack thereof), my creative and professional life, it just seems so blah. I hate feeling blah, I then feel so useless.
Easter is tomorrow, and the holidays feel like a blur to me now. I can actually remember when I looked forward to all these things and now it's literally like "Oh..it's Easter tomorrow? Really?"
Meh. i feel like artistically I'm surging, that i've got so much to do and offer, but with absolutely no time, nor sources to accomplish what i see in my head, which if i could make real, i think i'd be somewhat known, at least by indie hipsters or something. Like that's all great, but the rest of me feels so lazy. No, not lazy, maybe forgotten. Not by me, though.
Either way, i will continue to strive and create. I have so much passion for everything, at times I'm afraid I'll burn myself out.
I finally had some time, and some quiet in my usually noisey home to sit and just click clack away.
Work at the country club has been hellish. In the sense that it is so boring. And at times, I dont really want to be indoors all summer, but considering, that for the time being, it is money in my pocket (yea right) I guess i will just stay put for a lil while...the whole summer, of course. I know it will pick up soon, and soon i will have nothing but entries about how members drive me up the wall with their catty attitudes, but for now i sit in a chair, answer the phone, and continue to draw. I've drawn so much and come up with some great t-shirt ideas. I really cant wait til i have a paycheck, where some of it will go into materials, and such. I just need people to buy my stuff. I'm hoping that there will be an audience for what I do. I mean I constantly get stopped on the street/ complimented for the things i wear, or accessorize with, so maybe there are a bunch of other Maritzas out there. and most of the stuff i do wear I either buy and then customize, or i do make myself.
Here's hoping.
Along in designing some things, i created a family and they're set in the victorian era. The drawings are absolutely outrageously cool. I am quite proud of them, and will also be featuring them on t-shirts and such.
You can, for the time being see the mother and father, newly married right here: http://www.flickr.com/photos/mitzabot_go
I'm really proud of my work and the journey it's taken since i was a child. I hate how stupid and selfish it sounds, but ugh, I've got mad skills!
I also drew some Twilight characters, although I'm missing Jasper, Edward, Charlie, Renee, Esme, and Carlise. I'll probably draw those tomorrow at work. I also wish i remembered how to make a watermark for my drawings. Especially the Twilight ones. Speaking of, i saw the new shots of the film shooting and oh my god, i almost had a heart attack. Such small things make me the happiest girl in the world.
Other than that, life is life, moving, and shall i just say at a slowwwwwwwww pace. I felt like February would never end, and despite having felt March fly by, this ending of the month seems never ending. I dont know. I hate my horoscope by the way. The one by Susan Miller?
Yea...no, she sucks! She made me anticipate and love the idea of what was going to happen in March, and nothing happened!
Literally, nothing has happened. I dont normally put much stock into horoscopes but her last month horoscope was insanely on point.
Regardless, I feel like everything is happening too slow. My life, my love life (or lack thereof), my creative and professional life, it just seems so blah. I hate feeling blah, I then feel so useless.
Easter is tomorrow, and the holidays feel like a blur to me now. I can actually remember when I looked forward to all these things and now it's literally like "Oh..it's Easter tomorrow? Really?"
Meh. i feel like artistically I'm surging, that i've got so much to do and offer, but with absolutely no time, nor sources to accomplish what i see in my head, which if i could make real, i think i'd be somewhat known, at least by indie hipsters or something. Like that's all great, but the rest of me feels so lazy. No, not lazy, maybe forgotten. Not by me, though.
Either way, i will continue to strive and create. I have so much passion for everything, at times I'm afraid I'll burn myself out.
